My mother died young. I pray every day I will too. Maybe I’m depressed, but I don’t like it here (America / Earth / Milky Way). I’m very tired of all the nonsense around me and I’m ready to go. If my stupid country had reasonable euthenasia laws I would have taken advantage of them long ago. This is a horrible place with horrible people who just want to suck every drop of blood I have. I’m so tired and so unhappy. What Cobain said ironically I mean completely - ‘I hate myself and I want to die’. What’s left for me to do here God? I’m done.
[Note: I am sadly not suicidal, but I deeply would like to die. If I was capable of suicide this would be so much easier. Instead I’m in hell for 0 - 60 more years. Fantastic. Thanks supreme being. Thanks for all the pain and suffering. I hope you enjoy the view.]